My Dark School Of Thoughts

   So know that like a baby learning to walk, the first step is the most important, so watch your first step it’s the most important, the key to understanding what am trying to say is at the beginning. Only the first step you take at the inception of this adventure is strong and bold because as you go deeper you get weaker and face a lot of tribulation, there are short cuts you can take but they are sometimes high and treacherous. Remarkably, eyes that look are common but those that see are rare, so the path you must take would be looking at you in the face and you wouldn’t still see it, always watch your first step, because all these bold steps would lead you to the ultimate truth. Remember failure is acceptable because everyone has to fail at one point but not trying again is what isn’t acceptable, so when you get to the end of this text and you still haven’t found your way, go back to the beginning. Your time for rest on this journey should always be at a junction where you make a complete stop or when you ask yourself a question to know your next move, know that when you eventually continue, you do so with renewed vigor and bold strides but unfortunately not like your very first step. Your problem would be this: you would be working on other peoples track that you may never make footprints of your own. Organize your steps accordingly because a man is only as high as the measure of his thinking, if you ramble around aimlessly you would definitely be forever lost in this maze you have woven for yourself. Understand that enthusiasm is a good engine but it needs intelligence for a driver, so apply good reasoning in your actions because no matter how enthusiastic you may be, if you don’t apply intelligence to it then you are a like a donkey. Although a wise man lives to die another day and a man isn’t finished when he is defeated but only when he quits, know when to say enough is enough because when you think you have found the way to the truth, your glimmer of hope is shattered by another obstacle. Remember life is often understood backwards but must be lived forward, so forward ever backwards never on this path to achieve immeasurable wisdom because it is better to die trying than running back with your tail in between your legs defeated. Eventually no one is ever defeated until defeat has been accepted by you as a reality, so no matter how many times you go down know that all it takes for you is to rise up again and continue because once you give up the will to fight, you would be consumed by your weakness.
    Only those that knows what he or she wants or knows where they want to go should  make that first step, like I said earlier it’s the first step,  like the first letter, because life is like an alphabet, from one stop to another and from one question to another, all you have to do is recite properly. Never merely go through your days, get from your days because the difference between a determined person and a lazy prick is this: a lazy prick can’t wait for the day to end while the other wishes darkness wouldn’t come too quickly. Allowing me to make you go through all these is probably a mistake, but you will never know until we get to the end. Whether this journey you take is worth your time or not is yours to decide, but don’t you think it’s a little too late to ask now?  Idiots won’t figure this out [no puns intended], trust me I know because I have been there and done it, so I can sympathize with them. Listen to your guts they are almost always right, get off this path now. Don’t be like a gander in the wild chasing after  

its female counterparts without preamble, it’s aimless because you will never catch them. Gentle coercion works better but not all men have that patience to apply it. Open your mind to all possibilities because all this might just be a gimmick and that would suck. Owning up to being bested by others is your first step in your apprenticeship of which after you can go on to being the master of what you wish to be. So at the end when all has been revealed accept it with a little laughter. Energy you have wasted here can never be given back to you; it can never be so just accept it. Change your approach to how you view things; it is all sometimes plain and simple. However lame and stupid you try to make it look at the end, remember you blundered along too and if it was so stupid, why didn’t you figure the truth out since? Analytical approach to solving problems is paramount to any other approach you try to take or use, and if you think you have gotten to the end of this maze and found the truth, what is your proof? So know that failure is an opportunity to start again more intelligently, look back at the beginning, redirect your steps and if you think you have gotten the right way ask yourself this question, is entering this maze again to rediscover the truth worth it? Escaping it is almost impossible so what should I do?